Coming down
Coming down is an inevitable part of getting high. On the come down, you’ll either learn from your experience or yearn for more escape. To learn is to gain, to gather some information and apply it into your life as a new tool in the mental toolbox. To yearn is to seek more. Yearning can be an endless cycle, the endless cycle of desire for knowledge, or wisdom, or pleasure. I've gotten caught in this cycle; I start off getting some interesting insight because my brain is thinking in alternate ways, but then I get caught in the cycle of getting high because I think I might learn something this time. But it usually stops happening pretty quickly.
Sobriety is underrated. But change is sometimes necessary.